This Dharma Glimpse was originally presented on 9/27/2020 as part of my participation in the Lay Ministry Program of the Bright Dawn Center of Oneness Buddhism.
Just prior to my beginning to write this Dharma Glimpse, I submitted my final assignment as required for my Bachelor of Arts in Religion. This Sunday (the day on which this glimpse will be delivered) will be the official final day of my capstone course and bring my undergraduate education to a close, pending my actual conferral date. For me, this is an odd event in my life which I do not feel that I have fully grasped the significance of yet. In truth, it is an achievement which I at times never thought I would reach.
When we are in times of transition such as this, we often find ourselves contemplating impermanence. There is often a sense of grief that washes over us when a long-traversed road in our lives arrives at it’s end, whether natural or unnatural, expected or unexpected. I am certainly feeling some of this myself as this journey which I have travelled on and off for 6 or 7 years now comes to it’s end. Yet, this feeling is certainly not an end in itself; rather, it is flanked with expectations as I look to the future at what comes next, the new road! We might call this my connection!
Within Zen and other settings of Mahayana, we often come upon what is often called “Shoshin” or “Beginners Mind”. While explanations vary sect to sect, teacher to teacher, I like to draw an understanding out that “Beginners Mind” is about treating different situations or scenarios with life as if we are “beginners”. Rather than falling into a state of stagnation, one seeks to live with a sense of newness, striving for a constant state of renewal. In his writings, Rev. Gyomay Kubose described this concept as living a “fresh, creative life”. Bearing this in mind, I like to ask myself from time to time “Is my life “fresh”? Am I being “creative”? Am I living a “fresh, creative life in this moment, or have I fallen into a state or know-it-all stagnation?”
As I look to the future, I have a rough idea of what I hope will take place in the coming year in my life. For one, as I await the official conferral of my BA, I hope to begin graduate school sometime in Summer or Fall 2021. Of course, in these challenging times that we currently live in, we must take many things “day by day”. While this is the end of one road and the beginning of another, it is all part of the highway of life. As I look to the future, I smile in gratitude, and in gassho, continue to strive to live my own “Fresh, Creative Life” by living a life of “Keep Going”.